today was somehow filled with a lot. a lot of sad. a lot of happy. a lot of ending. a lot of beginning. a lot of questions. a lot of answers. a lot.
and just as i was about to let all of the, um, a lot-ness, get the best of me. the most brilliant, loyal, beautiful little boy climbed up on my lap and out of the clear blue sky said,
"all the world is going to be great in our house because there will be two kids and one best momma."
i knew he was right and i needed to hear nothing more.
even though life too often makes us question, wish, and constantly desire bigger, better and beyond, as long as i have this...
and this.
nothing else matters.
