when i saw these photos my eyes immediately filled with tears. not the sad kind. the completely overwhelmed kind.
for as long as i can remember i have wanted to be a momma. in fact, if it was a major in college, i would have chosen that. and in this momma fantasy i've carried, i always pictured myself with a baby girl. as i got older, this day dream felt more and more obtainable, and more and more details became clearer. i knew she would be round, and squishy, and the most beautiful little person i had ever seen. i knew she would be spunky and make me smile every single day. i knew her name would be noa. i knew she'd make me feel like more of a woman than i ever had before. and i was right.
looking at myself in these photos, holding this little daydream, seeing my greatest wish has actually become my reality is beyond any words that i have.
i'd say i'm the luckiest girl in the world, and of course i feel that too...
but this is no mistake. and this time i can't give the credit to chance.
i am truly blessed and it feels only right to give all of the credit to god. this has always been his plan for me and i feel so grateful that this fate, her fate, was meant just for me.
