6.30.2012

the nothing.

 so often i wonder what to put into this blog. if i had more time, i would love to just write about what is up. what happened that day. what i thought. what junk i watched on tv. how many oh-my-god-did-you-see moments i shared with my babies. what i ate. you know, all the blah blah that flows through my mind. 
but i don't always have time in the day to do so. some days i can, but most days i just sit and write, and then post when i finish the brilliant thought i had started when i did have a teensy window of time. more often than not. its just nothing.
as we all know, the purpose for this blog is to share myself. with the web (only god knows why i think that is a good idea:-)) and with my littles. this means sharing good, bad, overweight, and boring. right? right.
 my life is in transition right now, to say the least, so the heavy talk will have to wait. if you know me personally, then you know there is more than friday funday a-brewin in these parts. its not because i don't want to document, or becuase i'm pretending its not real. its only becuase i am not yet sure how. when i know how, when i am ready, when i believe the time to be right, i will. promise. 
so in the mean time, in between time, i'll just stick to what i know. the nothing. the cute kids. the good times. and   
                                                           the daydreaming.it still counts, yeah? yeah.


The odd thing about this form of communication is that you're more likely to talk about nothing than something. But I just want to say that all of this nothing has meant more to me than so many somethings."
-kathleen kelly (name that movie :-).)