about that last post...
i really debated sharing.
was it too much? not enough? too personal? too vague?
i wasn't sure if putting something so, errr, raw, out there was the right thing to do.
until...
42 personal e-mails.
18 comments.
countless texts
and calls for days...
made me realize,
it was exactly the right thing to do.
to be clear, i am not a victim. ever. i have played my part in everything that has come into my life, both good and bad. and i am not sitting at home in sadness. i am just going through some ick. it happens.and when its hard to find the silver lining, i wish for god to help me understand. this is my space. the purpose of this blog is and always has been to share myself with others in hopes that they could understand me better. feel more connected. and if nothing else, never feel alone in their own lives. honestly, by only posting words and photos that paint perfection, who would i be fooling? and by not sharing all of my life, both peaks and pits, i am not being honest to my purpose, to myself, or to you.
and i will never let that happen...
and i will never let that happen...
to those who could relate, thank you for sharing your stories with me.
to those who offered support, thank you for being there.
to those who prayed, thank you its working.
and to those who simply took time to remind me who i am, thank you...
i needed that the most.
my bestie. dory. and sweet little dash always offer the same, simple, very best advice in times like these...
...you know i will. :-)
